I used to see him in the Army and Navy Club in Washington, the one on Farragut Square. He lunched there until he was well into his eighties. I was always surprised at the emotion that the sight of him brought to me. Overwhelming sadness, grief, a desire to avert my eyes from someone who was complicit in so much heartless cruel foolishness, these feelings always welled up.
I understand that he felt remorse, remorse for the Japanese cities that he helped Lemay destroy with the firestorms the B-29s were so good at creating. The Japanese were despicable in much of their conduct in that war, but no population deserves what they got.
And then there was our war. You know who you are. This mathmatical prodigy had it all figured out. He and his systems analysis and operations research "children" worked it all out on blackboards and primitive mainframe computers. If there were enough "inputs," then by a date certain, the "output" would be North Vietnamese surrender. I have been told many times that the date certain produced as prediction by these methods arrived sometime in 1967 or 1968. I forget which. I was told that before I left for Vietnam the first time. The problem in his reasoning was that those little NVA buggers in green fatigues and fiber helmets were not calculating the costs and the benefits. They gave it all, all they had, as many of us did.
And for what? For what? I hope God forgives Macnamara. pl

Pat,
Thank you for the heartfelt firsthand perspective. As a candidate wiz-kid from the post-Vietnam era (if I can be so immodest), I am only glad that I both lacked the natural math skills and then had the instinct to walk away because it was, to be frank, intellectually seductive...
In fact, I just sold my copy of Mary Kaldor's The Baroque Arsenal that along with James Fallow's National Defense and personal experiences were salutary influences on me in the late 70's and early 80's...
All I can wonder now is whether the armies of sociologists and anthropologists are not subverting a constructive (re)consideration of COIN in the same way that the pure technocrats and military-industrialists have consistently tried to remove the human-factors from the tactical and strategic analysis of warfighting.
PS: I really started this comment with the simple observation that I had just learned that McNamara's middle name was "Strange"...
... and it's too ironic to comment further.
Posted by: batondor | 06 July 2009 at 01:41 PM
Col.
I feel much the same as you do.
I can never forgive him for what he did.
Posted by: John Minnerath | 06 July 2009 at 01:57 PM
Personal note: Really beautiful writing, Colonel.
Posted by: Matthew | 06 July 2009 at 02:01 PM
I used to have a reference to a quote where he called Ellsberg into his office and asked, "Is there anyone here who knows anything about these people (the Vietnamese)"? I can't find it anymore but it's still in my head.
Posted by: mj | 06 July 2009 at 02:02 PM
I remember watching parts of the "Fog of War" documentary a few years ago and wondering if it wasn't partially a mea culpa, as though a light finally came on in his later life.
Agree w/ you, may the Good Lord have mercy on him.
Posted by: Mike Martin, Yorktown, VA | 06 July 2009 at 02:05 PM
A good man seduced by mathematics?
Posted by: David Habakkuk | 06 July 2009 at 02:13 PM
When I was fortunate enough to work on my doctoral dissertation I chose to do qualitative work. I was greatly influenced by my experience in Vietnam and this reliance on "data" that drove our effort there. I dedicated the end product to a high school buddy that was killed at Operation Meade River, the "most successful Marine search and destroy operation of the war".
Although preliminary reports of enemy casualties varied from 1,000 to 1,500, the final count was 1,325 confirmed enemy casualties. More than 360 well-dug entrenched log, railroad-tie and cement bunkers were destroyed, and many more must have been caved in by the bombings. Of the 1,325 confirmed casualties, 1,025 were killed and 300 wounded. Only six enemy troops chose to surrender. It is estimated that 200รน:300 more bodies went undiscovered, and many more were probably obliterated by the accurate, heavy bombardment from artillery, battleship and fixed-wing aircraft, all of this in an area measuring only three miles by five miles. But this successful operation was not without cost to the U.S. military. One hundred and eight Marines were killed and 513 were wounded.
For what is right.
Posted by: mj | 06 July 2009 at 02:17 PM
I don't.
Posted by: CK | 06 July 2009 at 03:56 PM
Any time you hear something like this, you are most certainly listening to a charlatan.
And it doesn't make a bloody bit of difference whether they are using antique IBM 360s or the biggest baddest massively parallel supercomputer available today or some quantum computer 50 years down the road.
There is a large class of problems whose outcome cannot be predicted by anything you can build. Even if you have precise governing equations in hand. And that inability, itself, can be mathematically demonstrated.
That's just the very uppermost highly visible tip of the vast sunken iceberg that this sort of confidence game founders on.
Posted by: Stormcrow | 06 July 2009 at 04:42 PM
Nice post.
I'm too young to have the personal feelings forged in Vietnam expressed here, but I second the comment on "Fog of War". I hope you've seen it.
I saw Macnamara on the Orange Line one day in the early 2000s, late in his eighties, NYT under his arm, quite self-contained and obviously on his way to a few hours in a personal office.
It was deep, sleepy summer in DC, mid-day, when the metro was filled with more tourists than locals. I remember being amazed at the scene, a car full of families on their self-improving, civic duty weeks in dc, on their way to the monuments and buildings for a taste of physical evidence of American history, and totally unaware of the old man with the hat, the coat, and the newspaper who personally represented more of the American Century, for better and for worse, in their midst.
Posted by: Chris | 06 July 2009 at 05:03 PM
McNamara was a character worthy of Shakespeare. He caused enormous pain, and it caused him enormous remorse, which he openly acknowledged. His public confession made virtually unique among the countless Washington power mongers, who never have the decency admit to their crimes. Or perhaps their psyches are so warped that they are oblivious to their crimes. Among these, Rumsfeld and Cheney head the pack. Even worse is John Kerry, who learned the lessons of Vietnam and then promptly forgot them when it became politically convenient to do so.
As a nation we could do worse than eulogize McNamara in the context of lessons learned--that great power invites great abuse and can lead to great, often untold suffering. Above all, the lessons of McNamara's life should be required reading for all Washington politicians and high government officials, particularly those involved in setting defense and foreign policy.
Posted by: JohnH | 06 July 2009 at 05:06 PM
I was glad he lived long enough to realize what he had done, somehow to come to terms with it & die peaceably. I wish every fool, tyrant, petty dictator & most especially George W & Dick long lives, and for precisely that reason. Time is the greatest solvent of all.
Posted by: Dave of Maryland | 06 July 2009 at 05:13 PM
Stormcrow:
Furthermore, did his whiz kids input the number of draftable northern bodies and a guesstimate on reverse polarity Chieu Hoi's (from ranks of ARVN/Ruff-Puff), still to be thrown at the Allies?
Not to mention, how long they could keep doing so?
Did they also plug in a timeline when LBJ would tire of Gen. Westhisface's rosy, lighted tunnel prognostications, and shut the door on further US troop commitments?
GINGO...I bet our audience here could come up with a host of other factoids that were not input, notwithstanding the Historical and cultural differences.
Hey, MJ: Who counted the bodies?
Posted by: fasteddiez | 06 July 2009 at 05:36 PM
fasteddiez
"Chieu Hois from ranks of ARVN/Ruffpuff?" What are you talking about?
i was there.
don't BS me. pl
Posted by: Patrick Lang | 06 July 2009 at 05:54 PM
I went back and re-read your "General Jones Delivers the Mail" entry because you wrote they didn't want a Vietnam/Iraq mess.
I don't think McNamara deserves all the blame for Vietnam. Did Nixon get us out any sooner? Johnson knew we wouldn't win, whatever win means. Surely Nixon knew also.
Posted by: Jackie | 06 July 2009 at 06:21 PM
fasteddiez
I don't know but after a long time searching for Marines who might have known my buddy I got an email from another E2/7 vet who said "I knew him and ID'd his body, I still don't sleep 30 years later". I assume GRU counted our dead.
Posted by: mj | 06 July 2009 at 06:25 PM
I was angry at Secretary McNamara for a long time. Forgiveness isn't mine to bestow. I eventually stopped caring about him because there were others who deserved my attention more: a few of the people he helped place in harm's way.
Besides, if blame still needs to be accorded for that cesspool of a war, there's plenty to go around beyond Body Count Bob.
Posted by: 11B40 | 06 July 2009 at 06:26 PM
An eloquent elegy, Colonel.
And I have to second David H's interpretation of a man "seduced by mathematics".
In that sense, McNamara was perhaps the first of many, including the current incarnation of Wall Street mathematics mavens.
Posted by: Cieran | 06 July 2009 at 06:31 PM
Unlike Rumsfeld, McNamara at least realized and admitted his terrible mistake. In "The Fog of War", I found McNamara equally thoughtful and tragic.
Too bad our era's Best and Brightest didn't learn from him. Instead, today's dangerous Whiz Kids are not economists but anthropologists.
Let's also not forget the buck stops with LBJ who pushed the war and Nixon for prolonging it.
Posted by: Angry Aggie | 06 July 2009 at 06:37 PM
AA
I do not accept the notion that all America's wars are ignoble.
Your insinuation that the HTS program is ignoble is not one I would accept any more than I would accept the notion that my family's long service in the US Army is ignoble. pl
Posted by: Patrick Lang | 06 July 2009 at 07:04 PM
My comments are not about what is ignoble but rather what is strategically sound. Don't confuse the two issues.
None of America's wars are ignoble. Vietnam and this current war in Iraq, however, were strategic mistakes.
Similarly, HTS is not ignoble but futile and strategically flawed.
My comments are not about honor but about strategy, which, after all, is something McNamara failed to grasp.
Of course, your service (and my family's service) is noble. It's still okay in this country to be critical of strategic decisions of our political leaders without challenging the nobility of our military's service.
Posted by: AA | 06 July 2009 at 07:33 PM
I'm not exactly sure how, but he eventually took on contrition quite willingly.
Would the Vietnamese say "Kam an Ung" or "He beaucoup dinky dao"? (My apologies if I didn't get that right. No posing. I was a lightweight in country)
Posted by: DT | 06 July 2009 at 07:53 PM
The shades of many who predeceased Secretary McNamara have undoubtedly been waiting a long while for this moment.
Posted by: dSmith | 06 July 2009 at 08:26 PM
You hope God forgives McNamara?
Do you likewise hope he forgives everyone else, yourself included?
Did McNamara personally dream up and advocate for the Vietnam War? It's so convenient, and so typically American, to find something/someone to hang all our collective guilt and failings upon.
So it seems that McNamara is the fall guy, the national whipping boy.
America collectively owns the Vietnam War.
Posted by: 91B | 06 July 2009 at 08:29 PM
Unlike McNamara Generial Giap is willing to criticize his country's political leaders:
http://www.nytimes.com/2009/06/29/world/asia/29iht-viet.html?_r=2&ref=global-home&pagewanted=all
Posted by: Fred | 06 July 2009 at 09:09 PM